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Lizzie-Shiro

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I have been through one hell of a month, mainly with Inktober and my own personal bullshit. (I'm not a Soap Opera star!) I've been working on a project that will hopefully peak your guys' interest. Hopefully I'll get comments on my stuff, I miss talking to you guys. Seriously where did you all go? ;A; Lizzie misses her friends.
Inktober has been one hell of a ride. Inking one day after another. Kinda hectic. But I managed to pull through. The Inktober pieces are on my instagram.
Aside from all of that, I'm saving up a lot of money for a new graphics tablet. My current tablet is scratched up, the nibs are used, and my patience has run out. On top of that, the company discontinued  the driver. So... awesome! I am a dummy! 

I haven't been uploading recently due to school, but once the semester ends, I'll be on here more often. Honestly, the app isn't that good... So my scanner will be used.

Artwork by karudoll
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Hello everyone. It's been a long time, and I'm sorry. Something... happened over the weekend. My boyfriend made out with another girl.
How did I know that he did? He told me, without any remorse. He instead asked if it was okay. I was in complete shock, but since it was early in the morning, I let my heart rip repeatedly into pieces. I put on a fake smile and said that I wasn't mad.
That was Saturday.

I haven't cried formally yet. I don't know why I haven't. I'm hurt. He betrayed my trust. He had the gull to boast about how soft the girl's lips were. He was completely sober too.

He and I have been together for a year and almost six months now. He says that he was sexually frustrated, I believe him, but that's no excuse to do that. I know it's unprofessional for me to say this, but I believe my emotions are going to take over if I keep writing this. I don't want to come off as immature. I really don't.

If any of you come across this journal, thank you so much for reading. You can check out my vent art on the subject on my instagram. The link to my instagram should be on my profile. If you want to go to it right now, here's the link 

No, I will not call the girl he made out with a bitch, or any derogatory term. She was someone who didn't want to damage the relationship between my boyfriend and I. I trust her, which may have been my downfall.

No, I will not forgive my boyfriend for this. He's not Bill Clinton, he does not have a job, he doesn't have money to make up for it, and he had the gall to tell me not to tell anyone, not even my closest friend. I'm preparing to cut him out of my life, because it was only a matter of time before he took advantage of how nice I can be.

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Hello everyone! How are you? I'm tired from work, haven't uploaded much, and haven't been able to make a video all week. And for that, I am sorry. Since it's September, school is starting up. That means I won't be online as often as I would. The good thing is that I'll be doing afternoon classes. I'll also be working for another day instead of Sunday. I need to save up for a new tablet, preferably a tablet like this so that I can draw better. I can only do so much from a distance away from my screen. Unfortunately, those things aren't cheap. Which sucks. Because my job sucks man.
On another note, I've been trying to fight art block, and I think I found the solution to mine. I found a beautiful web comic a few days ago on YouTube, and finally found it on a comic sharing website. You can read it here if you'd like. The web comic is so enchanting, beautiful, and it captivates me in a sense of wonder and nostalgia. I can't help but sing its praises. I have a soft spot for mermaids and sirens, maybe because my favorite Disney movie growing up was The Little Mermaid. Also I'm the kind of person who loves good writing, attractive characters, and some drama. I'm a sucker for a good love story, and I can't wait for the next comic. Yes, it's ongoing. I am so happy that it's still going. It's absolutely gorgeous, majestic... It's breathtaking. But alas, I have been sucking on the ego of the web comic for I'd like to say around 50 words. Onto another topic.
Art block sucks. It sucks so much that I want to just snap my fingers and make a masterpiece. I know an artist isn't supposed to say that, but I think saying it might do me some good. If I get all my frustrations out, I might get past this block and move on to bigger and better things.
What happened this week? Relationship bullshit. Again. It may be the reason why I can't draw at all. Ever had someone asking you difficult questions for the sake of their ego? Ever had them practically censor you because they don't want to hear you complain about something they don't have? Ever had someone say that they care about you but immediately demand something of you? Like sexual activity? I'm in that mess right now, and my partner has pissed me off to the point where I'm 99.9% close to dumping his ass on the side of the street and making him walk home, because he uses me as transportation. Fortunately, that's all I'm going to say about that subject.
Hope you guys are all doing well, and I'll probably write another journal soon. Don't stray away from this profile.


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I recently downloaded the DA app on my iPhone and honestly... it's not the best thing in the world. It's kind of like Pokemon GO after the updates. Lost it's magic. There are things I can do on the desktop/mobile site that I can't do in the app, like go to people's profiles if they Favorited a picture of mine. Or get enough notifications like I do on my laptop. It's... a very basic app that needs a lot of improvements. I think I'm going to delete it soon because my phone sucks with space. I have very little space on the poor guy (thank god I'm saving up for an iPod and a new tablet).

Well, that's all for the title, what the hell have I been up to?
I've been...
:bulletblack: working
:bulletred: playing in a Love Live English server event
:bulletblack: crying over the fact that the new song in the Love Live JP server has a hard as hell beatmap
:bulletred: saving up for the FMA: Brotherhood DVDs
:bulletblack: dealing with relationship bullshit
:bulletred: figuring out commission prices
:bulletblack: on twitter complaining about my job and what not

That's... basically it.
I also saw The Killing Joke. After I watch it again, I'll be able to do a journal on the movie, like a tradition on this DA page... Hehe... Man, I have to catch up.
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So how long has it been since my last upload?
...
T-two years?
Oh... Oh my god... I am SO SORRY again! Wow.

Okay! In the words of Love Live's BEAT IN ANGEL let's do a "break down".

So what happened in the past two years?
:bulletred: I got a boyfriend
:bulletblue: I drew a lot and improved
:bulletgreen: I got into a new fandom (YuGiOh is still in my heart, don't worry)
:bulletpurple: I got Pokemon GO on my phone
:bulletpink: I have been trapped in the awful idol hell that is Love Live School Idol Festival
:bulletwhite: I have been watching more anime (Thanks to Crunchyroll and Kissanime - oh the irony that I mention Kissanime)
:bulletblack: I have received new art supplies
:bulletred: I almost failed my art history classes (hard teacher)
:bulletblue: I developed pretty awesome art skills (if I say so myself)
:bulletgreen: I'm thinking of wanting to start commissions in the most professional way possible
:bulletpurple: I am currently looking at art colleges to go to after I finish community college
:bulletpink: I am thinking of becoming a crew trainer at my work (after 4 years of being a crew member)
:bulletwhite: I discovered Boku no Hero Academia and I absolutely adore it (seriously, watch it on Funimation's website)
:bulletblack: I rewatched FMA about three times now (yet I can't find my Conqueror of Shambala DVD? I want to watch it... ;A; Por que life? Por que?)
:bulletred: I discovered an awesome ranter the other day (here's a link to her channel)

There's a lot more, but the main jist of it is that I've been out living my life for the worse and for the better. I know I promised this before, but I'll try to be active at least once a week. With summer going on, I'm able to draw more. So without any further ado, I will go... cry in a corner because seriously I feel awful, HOW DO I STILL HAVE WATCHERS?! (You guys are too awesome for me. Seriously.)
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